- Apr 27, 2021
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So where does Gaia/Sofia fit into all of this? Is that where she gave us the divine spark in the second creation? The more I read about topics like this from sources all over and using my own brain, the more clearly I am able to paint a picture and get the general gist of what is really going on. And then, so, surely there must be an absolute one true God (us?) because there is no way in hell that these pieces of garbage are the one true God. But then, where is he in all of this? And where are the spiritual forces of good? This is where I personally lose all love of anything and so wish to have the power to destroy the evil but to also destroy the "good" if it were possible. Because the forces of good seem 100% absent throughout all of existence.
The reincarnating thing is probably true. So if you had absolute power, why would you ever let this happen? Is it a time paradox thing where we are God but ultimate power doesn't exist yet because we haven't become him yet or some other garbage? If I am God and I let this happen, when everything is said and done, I should obliterate myself and all of existence for having let such a thin happen so that there is forever - just nothing. The suffering that goes on here DOES matter and I would destroy any being on the other side that tries to convince me otherwise. Even if that is myself and I/we am god. I don't care if this is a "dream" and not real. At present time, the suffering here damn well matters.
The other train of thought would be that the evil creator really is the one true God. Which quite frankly, has no evidence against it so far. I cannot believe that evil rules, though.
So then I ask what the point of any of this is. The fact that this existence is even a thing is so ridiculous to me. Dreams that I have are infinitely better than this and how dare this prison that I am trapped in ever wake me from my dreams. I want the hell out of this "reality" to return to my dreams where there seems to be infinite love and possibilities.
If the "goal" is to somehow unite all the humans onto the "God" wavelength and have every human being on earth realise what is really going on - I want no part of it. Hell is other people. My dad and I do repairs for a living and throughout my life all of the people I have met I would say I am disappointed (to say the least) in probably 100% of them. Physical existence itself is terrible no matter what the circumstances - because it is physical. Even if we could live for 900 years or walk on water or multiply food. Even if we could teleport or levitate or even create with our minds or be Superman. I cannot see how physical existence could ever not be trash. There must be a 0% chance of uniting humanity to what's going on. Can we just not play their game (good and bad) and leave? And say **** both of you?
A very thought provoking perception, for sure. Lots to chew on. Thank you for sharing.