I found this blog through the recent videos posted by Amandha Volmer. My wife & I had premonitions before coronavirus hit, and we knew from the time North Italy locked down that the world government was starting their new plan. In 2018 I began having spiritual insights and revelations and since then I've been on a journey to find the truth about as much as I can. My assumption has been that most everything is a lie, and that it takes searching to come to any truth. I do tend to believe in the divine double concept, that we're simply a mirror image of a true world that exists on a level we can't normally see.
I was born in the early 1980s, live in the Inland Northwest, and am a former sedevacantist traditional Roman Catholic. Our family already had the view that the Vatican was an evil organization and I've read histories by Michael Hoffman (Occult Renaissance Church of Rome) and Messiah Matrix. My family is from Rome and my primary interest has been the history of the Roman Catholic Church. I'm still trying to figure out how much is true about the Roman Catholic Church, and how much is forgery and lie. I've read numerous books on the 'Jesus Myth' theory, books on forgery (Ehrman), and books that believe Jesus was a real apocalyptic prophet. I've also read some by Durkheim & Jung regarding symbolism, myth, and early religion (totemism).
Until I hear a unified coherent theory of the Catholic Church, I will keep searching. I want to know who really wrote the books, who really created The Mass, and why were all the specific lies carried for the previous centuries. What are their real purposes? I can't believe it's simply money & power, since this is quite an obscure way to go about it, so there must be a spiritual purpose they have as well.