Hello, my nickname is Belialith, which I got from my two sisters who had read a romance novel, "Angelique and the Demon" and both told me that the character in that book reminded them of me, and told me to read the book, but I wasn't interested in romance novels, and thought the book much too thick to waste my time. But eventually my younger sister convinced me to read it, and I thought it funny, but the character in the book was so evil, I didn't like it. That was when I was in my early 20s. Nevertheless I eventually took the name of it.
Then my two sisters, so strangely, both got breast cancer, (but they were both taking that, flu shot, which I never could understand why someone would take a shot that made them sick so that they don't get sick later; it's too contradictory), also they were eating GMO foods which they thought were healthy because of the propaganda, such as soy and corn, which I had a distaste for so I stayed away from it (and only after their death did I do an in depth research on the dangers) and in 2012 my younger sister passed away and was buried on the Autumnal Equinox, and six months later in 2013 my older sister passed away and was buried on the Spring Equinox. I thought it so strange, because I was left with the Summer and Winter Solstices which somehow equalled my very emotional nature, or both sides, which I can't seem to describe, although, I'm an artist by nature.
And since I have been deeply interested in uncovering the truth about what is being hidden from us, since I can remember, I had done some research on those Equinoxes and Solstices and found them to be a grave distortion, and one need not celebrate them knowing they are based upon evil intentions by outside interferers into our world.
I found this forum through youtube when I watched all three awesome "Stolen History - Lifting the Veil of Deception" videos on Sunday Dec 5, 2021. After I started reading this forum, I realized this is exactly what I have been looking for to advance my research. You see, in 2006 as I was sitting at my computer, bored with it all, a voice came and yelled into my ear, "GET KNOWLEDGE," well, it spoke loudly, and I thought, "knowledge, knowledge, GNOSIS!" and I found the book "The Nag Hammadi Library" with general editor James M. Robinson, ordered it on the computer that moment, delivered to my home, and my deep researches began.
About 2 years ago, a friend on facebook left a link on my site to the book "Eternal Humans and the Finite gods" (3rd edition) by Theresa Talea, and my research sky rocketed, and my plans, from a long time ago, suddenly revealed itself to me. When I was 17, I wanted to know why Lucifer fell. I asked everyone, parents, priests, others, and no one knew. So I began to discover personally, for myself, what that was all about. During that time I said to myself I will find out about the fallen, and then I will find out about God, or who I thought of as 'God' back then, but found even more than that. Because you can't call our Originator a 'god' since they are much more.
I'm also subscribed to Farsight dot com where Courtney Brown trained some exceptional remote viewers, where I've found a lot of evidence from them.
And my research continues, in this awesome place. Thanks SO much for all these brilliant intelligent people on this forum. I'm so grateful!