I am not surprised you see negativity where there is none. You follow the media and speculate on its content throughout your posts on this thread and others. I cannot give you a blueprint for your life or way of living. You are looking in the wrong places I did exactly the same thing at first. How could I do this or that and live? was a frequent companion for a long time. It is scary but so what. The hardest part was imagining the worst fear and it came to me that dying was fearful.
Then it took the deaths of both my parents to make me see the stupidity of that fear and the only fearful thing is dying with regrets. SO I made peace so too speak with that fear and taking on board a phrase I heard "What's the worst that can happen?" spoken by a chap called Stuie followed by "Bravery is our only option. I'll say it again it's that important. Bravery is our only option."
"If you get home and the telly, the CD player and the cat has gone you can get all angry and annoyed or you can say what the hell it must have been their time to go."
The truth is you cannot carry on the way of living you are now, whatever it is and have the government leave you alone. The only way you can carry on living the way you do is to get in bed with government.
Then it took the deaths of both my parents to make me see the stupidity of that fear and the only fearful thing is dying with regrets. SO I made peace so too speak with that fear and taking on board a phrase I heard "What's the worst that can happen?" spoken by a chap called Stuie followed by "Bravery is our only option. I'll say it again it's that important. Bravery is our only option."
"If you get home and the telly, the CD player and the cat has gone you can get all angry and annoyed or you can say what the hell it must have been their time to go."
The truth is you cannot carry on the way of living you are now, whatever it is and have the government leave you alone. The only way you can carry on living the way you do is to get in bed with government.